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dedicated to my band.hey guys. (: SYF IS TOMORROW! you all feeling okay? our faces have been getting more and more drained, and it seems that with every encouragment that comes along, something discouraging happens to put us back into dead mode. i know most of us are emotionally vulnerable, and given the pride we feel for each other, it's easy for us to not keep our cool as sajc band members always do. (: but some people may not understand, so lets just keep supporting each other and let some people carry on in their delusion. and krystal: you have every right to state your opinions, but it's only nice to be sensitive to my bandmates' feelings while you do so. and by the way, unless you think you're God, dont you judge my student conductor. that's jiahao for you, take it or leave it. in any case, if you honestly intend to wish us well, i suggest you stop talking on our board. flame my board if you want. stop being a possible cause for worry to the band. thanks. sorry for digressing. ANYWAY. i met ruiqi vanessa and james outside the staffroom just now, and they looked like the living dead. gosh. and we're all falling sick one by one. everyone please please please put on cucumbers and sleep like dead logs early tonight! or immediately after the performance high for all you know we might all just fall sick. like in the case of exam fever. choy ha. our batch (j1+j2) is so different. ok i know no two batches are unique and blah but really, there's something very different about this. it's nothing like what i used to see when during my brother's time, not exactly the reason i wanted to come here in the first place. but. i'll have to say, i wished for a lot, but i'm leaving with much more. our foundations were strong, but it took so much of us to learn to appreciate each other. and to realise that we were all not here by chance. so i thank God for leading me here and letting me be a part of you. and tomorrow, up on that stage, i'm playing my piece as a final gift to the band. and leave the stage without regrets cos.. j2s, rmbr last year, orientation theme song? i know you've had the time of your life. over the past week, we've made so much progress musically, and our band spirit has grown so much stronger. no matter how tiring our days were, we still came for band wanting to give more each day. wanting to sound better, wanting to play to motivate each other. ok so towards the end we got a little too tired to persevere bUT STILL. we've come a damn super long way. and only towards the end did hope glimmer and the hope isn't in the form of an award, but our spirit. drive. interest. and love, for each other, for our seniors, for the sajc band. let that shine through all of us. it's gonna be ok (: jiayou band! God bless. at 1:13 PM 0 comments 
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