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ive ended my journey.i must really say that what my seniors had told me bout band life here aint easy is really true and i now shall tell it on to the juniors. you'll defn come across obstacles that ARE impossible and stuff but we'll find a way thru. we defn will. you'll meet people whom you think are the bestest or the most fucked up. but are your thoughts right?? even if they are, they should be shoved right at the back of your minds! sajcband is FAMILY. id never felt the "family" in sajcband until the very last night. a lil late it may be but at least i got the feeling.i suddenly see all the efforts and pain, joy come flooding back to memory. from saints e festiva, to the many performances, band camps and concerts. to me, i teareed. not cause im leaving but i thought i didnt achieve anything here in sajc. throughout my presently, 6 years of band life, i'd only achieve one thing. and thats teaching 3 wonderful juniors of mine in sasmb in to GODDABEEESS!!! . giving them all that i can. other than that? hurhurhur. NOTHIHG. well... until the farewell ceremony done by the j1s. (to deborah, i think my batch did it better! hahaha). i spoke a lil and i don think it made much sense. so it is again with more sense. my batch was the batch with the potential.but nothing much came out of the POTENTIAL. my section, weak it sure was.all the trouble of tonality and all. gosh! my section mates! all the obstacles we had gone thru! we started as a section of 6. now when its ime for us to step down, we're down to 3. sigh. we sure had a rough time. im not sume sorta PANSY alright. but i cried... i cried real bad many times! on the very night after i spoke, we all split in to our sections for a lil talk and all. one by one. (thank you) they all opened up to me. it was only then that i knew all my efforts didnt go to waste and i actually did achieve something here in sajcband. the feeling was really sweet.i thought i had failed being SL and all but if i had actually changed some of my section mates' lives for the better, i hadnt failed, not one bit! all in all. i hope you all understand the shit id written on top. sajcband is a band not only looking for musical excellence but FAMILY. to the J1s, enjoy your life here. im sure you'll miss it, ask the j3s and they will tell you the same thing! continue the legacy of sajcband and be part of it! at 11:24 PM 0 comments 
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