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confession part 3hey guys. yf here. ive rarely blogged and this is one exception tht ill make! but guess 3/4 of the band will nvr ever see this arh! and i guess they will jus blindly carry their lives and this may be good in some ways !~ here is wad i realli feel:~ 1) to all band members, im realli sorrie tht i myself didnt put in my 100% at the start of the yr, its due to my family and realli personal matters.and becoz of these stuff...it realli bothered mi every single nite. and becoz of tht i realli wanna apologise to the band and essp to my jrs(mal,shane,jan and also may) but ive learn to put it past mi and not let it affect mi tht much, and becoz of tht im realli happy tht i got frens like deon addi kok jason huimin aloo val may dorcas and many others! i realli feel tht the band is morally very low and in kinda of a 'slump' situation~ i dud feel the urgency from pple ard.or rather, i dud feel some pple ard mi putting their fullest attention into this syf. why some pple jus dud think tht band is more than jus a ordinary cca. we're a damn family. and this cca is a TEAM CCA.its not a one man show, its not a j1/j2 batch show and its definitely not a MR GLOSZ solo show! it takes everyone of us to put in tht effort, nt jus the j1 or the j2 or the sl(s) or the leaders but every single damn one of us. i wanna work, im like addison, i feel proud playing for SA,no matter sajc or sas. SA is more than jus a sch... SA IS MY DAMN FAMILY WHICH I WILL SACRIFISE WADEVER TO BRING IT TO GLORY! AND NATURALLY.when ever i reflect back on life...and i see the great snrs and wat legacy they hav left behind,im jus like so ashame of myself. wad hav i done to be in the same band as they once were, pple tht i respect,benji, he has been inspirational to miand many others. when ever i look back at the snrs, they've been a batch tht motivates and reflect wad great fun to be in the sajc BAND! i jus wan to play the bez for sajc and i realli hope everyone is of the same mentality as im. the band morale is damn freaking low.... many things hav happen! but no matter wad. this is not the time to look at each other and jus seat back. now is the damn time each and everyone of us get our acts tog, wake up our damn ideas, put in the effort that all of us are suppose to put in. every single one of u bandits are as impt as im or as the matter of fact, anyone in the band. i dud see why we nid anyone up there to be kicking our asses. we shld kick our asses. whether or not the leaders are there to motivate u or not, this is certainly nt the time to reflect abt this. we as jc students shld be matured enough to make decisions. and if u pple know tht u cannot committ urself to this great CCA tht ive known and joined, then pls....the door is always there. SYF IS THT CLOSE! SYF IS THT CLOSE. i hope u dud see this as a lecture, coz ultimately i wan everyone of us to pick up from our low and get on. our target is visible and our target is near...we nid to move closer and get a clear and sure hit shot! com'on guys.... this is certainly not the sajcband tht ive know or admired yrs ago! and as SOOOO MANY pple said abt our blah blah blah potential! now is the best time to put potential out of the damn context and put in real RESULTS! hope wadever tht has happen will be the past. now is the time. look forward and push ahead for our target. i hope and wan this to be a memorable one! i jus hope after syf, and i can go to each and every single one of the bandits and shake their hands and say, this is something i will nvr ever forget in my entire life.and to each fren in the future, look at wad we did back in 2005 :D this is smthing i will keep it in my heart we hav experience our low. and now lets push forward to reach for our high! i would do anything for SAJCBAND.... and i will push my self to get the bez results. and certainly, i hope everyone will. now lets put the past away....for the future is near. ThE BanD sHaLL bE HeArD oN HiGh, MuSic sHaLL TuNe tHe SkiEs, NeVeR wiLL tHe MusiC diE! LoNg LiVe tHe SAjc BanD! AnD unTiL tHe EnD, We'LL waLk HanD iN HanD! ----------sajcband--------- my home at 10:55 PM 0 comments 
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