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DeonnnnyHello, Its 1045pm on a sat night like 2 days before block test. WTH am i doing online rite. OK honestly im here to blog! haha ya rite. Im here to listen to some music btw. Anyway i dun have a blog so i like to crap here. But. If you people noticed the blog originally wasnt for annoucements and stuff, it was for the guys (and girls) to write their feelings and thoughts here! Yeah and it was also created during our promos study period to help relieve stress. so here i go... Kinda worried for block test cause the words just dont seem to get in my head. anyway im done with 1st round revision which is usually very brief and helps me get the main picture 1st. Guess wad, SAJC notes and humans teachers suck (wads new huh). Other schools have fantastic notes like ACJC RJC and CJC. They are getting damn good results too, the teachers spoon feed them with notes. Like in the context of A levels. WHY NOT!? lets worry about getting into uni before worrying whether we can cope in UNI. Anyway after block test im trying to get all the notes from those schools and start studying like on a more consistent basis. other schools had their block test before hols and look which idiotic sch is having theirs after. Seriously i screwed my prac crit for lit already so dun be surprised if i get a triple F or something like tt. just hope i can really get down to it and do it rite. was kinda lucky for promos and i duno if the luck can last. It really sucks sometimes when u know you have to study but your body's going "your arse is too heavy u cant move" and your minds going "ooohhh the computer/tv/sofa/drums/piano/guitar/magazine/ball/*blank*". ok im just too darn LAZY. no wonder im a , quote from ms * "your a waste of space!" Yeah i can feel the pressure but somehow im already numb towards it and the feelings freaking sick. im just waitin for the darn exams to end then i can LET GO and RELAX for a moment and get my mind back into place. its an overworked machine in life. I just had the engine running since my performances. Its been like performance performance performance block test, for me. Anyway enough about block test. i just waitin for the block test to consume me then shit me out so i will be free again. and suddenly. IM SICK OF SAJC, it was too much of an illusion. I think i would have enjoyed ACJC. but oh well. too late. haha. just me bitching if u dont mind. suddenly sajc is dead. no life, the teachers are rigid and cant teach or use their heads. the sch activities suck big time how can i not whine and the sch is too damn strict and the cafe is filled with shit expensive food the facilities are dying the j1s are getting boring the counsellors are not fantastic honestly even the morning assemblies are getting boring and slapstick my friends kinda agreed that the sch is going down and we were kinda decieved by the 1st 3 months outlook. i mean the teachers dont even treat us like adults and only insult and live day by day. wtf? Anyway wanna party after block test peeps? guess we will. Btw we are doing a samba item for the j 1 orientation and need about almost the whole batch to perform. anyway the time now is 11pm and im off. wanna see more ppl blog man. its getting kinda dry. Deon at 11:10 PM 0 comments 
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